Coretan ute ...

okey i think i am in a right way for choosing him to be my future hihihi you know? when LDR (Long Distance Relationship) makes us separate no no no not our relationship but our distance hehhee, ARGHHHH it's can killing me softly :( yesterday, my boy and I have a breakfasting together at one of mall in Bandung, he didn't pick me up from my office but we met at BIP. I don't even know, but i think yesterday he looks so HANDSOME hahaha, ya for a few days he looks different than usually. after that we went to LOG IN STRORE, ya he want to buy a LED TV, and he ask me to accompany him, and after that we went to IP (Istana Plaza) he want buy some clothes for me for LEBARAN DAY. Are you kidding me? Are you serious? he said "it's for you, present because you already fasting for a month" hahhaha oh boy you treart me like i'm a child, But thank you for your gift honey :-* sometimes when he started to spoil me, I always feel if "I AM THE LUCKIEST GIRL EVER...

pernah sempat aku tersesat, aku mengikuti arahku untuk sesaat memang aku menikmatinya, namun perlahan aku sadar aku tersesat aku bingung bahkan aku ketakutan aku kehilangan arahku, aku kehilangan penunjuk arahku aku mulai mencari kompasku, aku terlalu banyak berfikir aku fikir kompasku meninggalkanku tapi itu dia, dia tetap di tempatnya diam, dan menunggu aku meraihnya please, don't leave me alone dapat aku mendapatkan kompasku, penunjuk arahku aku bertanya "mengapa kau membiarkanku tersesat?" tapi dia berkata bahwa aku harus berusaha aku harus memulai petualanganku aku tidak bisa terus diam di dalam arus nyaman dan amanku aku harus menjadi berani melewati arus-arus bahayaku agar aku menjadi kuat, ya aku harus memasuki arus bahayaku arah yang lebih bahaya dari sebelumnya aku mulai takut kembali, aku takut memasukinya takut jika aku memasuki arusku dan aku tersesat di dalamnya ya aku takut memasuki arah yang salah tapi, lagi- lagi kompasku meyak...

waktu itu aku pernah bertanya diantara winter, spring, summer, dan fall/autumn, dimana musim yang jadi favoritmu? lalu kamu menjawab: AUTUMN, karna musim gugur tidak panas tidak juga dingin, cocok untuk piknik. kamu tau, sebenarnya aku ga suka dengan musim gugur. memang indah sih, saat daun-daun mulai berubah menguning dan lama-lama menjadi coklat hingga akhirnya mereka jatuh dari rantingnya lalu rapuh. memang atmosphere yang dihasilkannya sejuk sampai kamu tidak perlu memasang AC ataupun menggunakan jaket tebal untuk melindungi tubuh kamu, sampai kamu tersadar kalau hidup yang kamu punya memang tidak membutuhkan pertolongan dari siapapun, namun sayang hidup pasti akan selalu membutuhkan pertolongan.  Dulu aku sama seperti kamu, sangat suka dengan musim gugur, ya musim gugur itu cantik dan romantis namun sayang cantiknya membawa luka, membawa mati. itu sebab mengapa aku sekarang ga suka dengan musim gugur. aku selalu menggambarkan kalau kamu it...

hmmm, can't tells about this feel if you ask me "why you can fall in love with me?", and just only an answer i can tell you " I don't even know why i can fall in love with you" need a thousand reason to tell you how much i love you, need a thousand sketch for drawing how big this feel. Sounds like i'm attempt for persuading you, isn't are? but as you know that is the reality. oohhhh i can't tell you about why i can love you but i ever tell you about " i like you when you treat me like this " =====>  "read this post" M Yulvi Fahmi is one of the names who never i expectation before, even never once crossed in my mind, but i'm so thankful for have a chance to be a little bit of his life. who loves you Si Bego

Yuhuuuu bloggies kali ini gua mau cerita tentang KLP (Kuliah Lapangan Pariwisata)  gua selama di Bali dari tanggal 11 April 2015 samapi 15 April 2015 bareng temen-temen satu angkatan dan ada beberapa kaka tingkat juga. well gua mulai dari mana ya? okey kita mulai dari awal bumi ini di bentuk LOH KO ???? salah maaf lebay kita mulai dari  berkumpul di ST. Kiara Condong Bandung ya pake kerudung dulu dong (kedinginan jam 4.00 AM) naik kereta api tut tut .... siapa hendak turun..... ke bandung surabaya .... lagu itu pas banget nih buat nemenin perjalanan gua dan temen' selama perjalanan jadi gini ceritanya, gua dan rombongan pergi ke BALI menggunakan kereta Ekonomi Pasundan. ini rutenya: St. Kiara Condong --> berhenti di Surabaya --> lanjut pake bis sampe ke Pelabuhan Katapang --> lanjut pake kapal feri sampe ke Pelabuhan Gilimanuk. Tanggal 11 April 2015 kami bosan duduk Sumpah kalian harus rasain DIAM DI KERETA SELAMA 18 JAM  ...

about a weeks ago,  i had a task from my lecturer (english lecturer). She gave a task about our plan for our future, i don't know what the reason she gave us this task. so here is the task she gave to us: 1. What are two things you plan to do next year? first, i am going to build my own bussiness, actually it's not just my own dream but it's our (me& my boy) paln for next year, if you ask me why we want to build a bussiness together? the answer is maybe it'll be our savings to our future second, i will try to repay a home for me, and i hope someday when i get married i can live in my own house, not in my parents house or my parents in law house.  2. What is something you hope to buy in the next year? i hope in the next year i hope i will buying a car (amin), why i choose a car? actually, it's just one of my ego and one of my way for enjoying my life. 3. What would you like to change about your appereance? i would change my image, and it would start...

have you think confused about "wanna try to go out from your comfortable zone?" have you feel worry about "what kind of job i must do?" yaa, lately i always think about go out from my comfortable zone about go out from my safety zone i have but, i always feel worry if i can't do that and my choice has been boomerang for my life, worry if my choice is not successful. but, isn't success about how to try to find a better life? too risk, too affraid, too worry for taking that. Honestly, maybe he's right about me, about i'm too affraid to go out from my comfortable zone about to try something new something different for my life. isn't be mature is so easy? but why so difficult to applied? please, help me to find a right way! or help me for persuading my mind my heart if i must still stay in this zone please make me strong for proving if what ever the way  i choose it can be the better choice for my life yutiaza Hs